Train Wreck

I had a job interview on Friday for a job that I can really picture myself doing and actually liking. I have been obsessively refreshing my Hotmail page in hopes that an email will arrive from the company letting me know THE DEAL.

I spent a whole boatload of money yesterday during a power shopping trip with my sister. Everything I bought, I really needed. But I still spent a whole lot of money that I really don't have.

I had another nightmare last night that my credit card bill was chasing me, but this time, my car (which I still owe $$ on) and my diploma (still not paid for) had joined it.

I didn't sleep well and I had to cancel my hair color appointment again.

All I feel is shame.